Im an obsoLete beiNg
ethereaL.
UnreaL.
Those Euphemisms
has gotten into my head...
im in stupor
susceptible.
vulnerable.

im Lost in thiS
obLique paradise,
dismantLed by the thought
of you leaving.
i tried to feign that
im amorphous.
emaciated by the
maLady you cause.

im nowhere in between.
im in oblivion.
stripped naked of truth,
with nothing but sordid soliloquy
running through my head...

i am an obsolete being.
ethereal.
unreal.
i can't be hurt.
i can't feel pain.